GettingOutOfMyMind???

Salam...It's been awhile tht i haven't post any entry in this blog..Urghhh...there is a time bt i rarely spent on composing new entry. Recently i rather used my time to download more Korean dramas. And at this moment i'm downloading a new drama titled "Midas". Then, the next project will be on "Paradise Ranch". Cominggg..

# The drama tht i'm downloading at ths moment.."Midas"

Okay enough with that bcause i'm sure tht not all ppl hv th same interest n obsess with me (Kpop n Korean drama, for sure..huhu), rite?

Mmm..this afternoon i had class at Menara (UiTM) n there ws "Hari Bertemu Pelanggan" (am i rite??) held by PTAR. So i hd a look at th event n as usual, thre'll be always singing competition(karaoke) being held. Hmmm...i guessed myb all ppl in UiTM are in love with singing n really into it. At the DC pun got singing competition tiap2 mlm..aiiihhh~~*sigh (pasal tu kot UiTM bcome one of the main source of Malaysian singers..hoho),..

Okay..then thre were lotsa booths whch took part in tht event. Mmm.. I nt remember wht organizations tht put their booths there but basically there were some badan2 kerajaan took part. then i dnt know hw i gt th notion to take some free books. I'm merely love to read bt..i dnt know..huhu..Maybe i getting out of my mind especially when you have a look on th title of those books. I think i might gt a strange look from my housemates n their palms on my forehead (to check my body temperature).. Because they know that i rarely read novels and textbooks (for sure!)..huhu..

# The books I took.. 3 of them plus some small pamphlets..

I rather put my eyes on my lappy all day long with FB, Twitter, reading Blogs n Tumblr (i'm still a novice)..or else, watching Korean dramas (agaknya if my lappy cn talk, he might say:)

"Aku dh boring sangat tengok muka hang hari2. Demam panas aku gni"

I even hv a book tht i hvn't finished read yet for almost 10 years!hehe..(err..it's nt "almost"..it's completely 10years)..uurgghh...feel bad to my Bapak since he was th one who bought tht novel as a present for my PMR result.

"Mintak maaf ya Pak..Anakmu ini bukan org yg bisa imagine pkara2 sgt fiktif ni. Anakmu ini hanya seorang anak yg punya jiwa yg sgt simple n tulus bak bening" *bluweeeeekkk~~ *faint

#These are some of th comics tht i prefer to spend my time with..

.....but actually tht was my bad since i ws th one who picked tht novel. hehehe..

Okay then, actually my main intention of taking those books is bcause in future, those books might be useful for me in writing n assgments, for instance. Its all bout Malaysia n it is nt a bad thing to know more bout ur own country, rite?

Okay then..i think i alrdy go off th tangent..Better stop now. I'll be back with new post(n better issue) later.. Wassalam...

MyMood-RelatedWords - "I Can't Read You"

Yesterday (Sunday) really such a challenging day for me. I hd to deal with computer applications tht really drove me crazy, th service quality of a fast-food restaurant which ws super slow and I also hd to deal with my own clumsiness- I stepped on mud, on my way to class, after having that lunch. Aiiihh...th management of th restaurant should change his outlet to Pizza Hate... What a suck service. I didn't get my order after more than 20minutes, th ones tht ordered after, get theirs first, and th service personnel have such an annoying expression. At tht time, I was hoping tht forking out other's eyes could be permitted!!!. Huhh!! (My mood still nt at a good level although this situation happened at noon). Even food I ate just nw can't retrieved back my good mood.

Mmmm...and around midnight, my mood became worse due to something that I really don't know. It ws actually bout something that was, one hd wrote and somehow, i did feel guilty bout it but i really2 dnt know what i ws guilty at.. Hehehe..again, dealing with myself again.. Aiihh.. Then, due to this mood swing, I got my 'words' again. Mood struck! Hehehe.. Below, is my half poem (if cn be considered as poem. Huhu..) Titled as "I Can't Read You"

I'm a Man, not a saint..

I'm an interpreter, not a mind reader..

I'm working on words, not riddles..

I'm reading the lines, not your veins..

I'm uttering my love, not signing my anger..

I'm sorry I can't see my fault, 'cause my eyes too blind..

And I'm sorry I can't read your clear mind, 'cause I'm illiterate...

I learnt characters and figures, not shadows nor bubbles..

I took Maths and Languages, not sighs nor giggles..

I counted numbers, not heart broken pieces nor tear towels..

I'd been tested on board and papers, not on frown nor stare..

I wrote on screens and sheets, not on smoke nor air..

That's made me bad at evaluating of what I see..

While those made you sucks at your ABCs..

I think that's all for this time being. I'll add and make adjustment from time to time but I considers this one as the original version. Okay, nite.. Annyonghi Jumushipsoyo..Wassalam.

WhenYouAlreadyAddictedWithThem

Its been awhile tht I haven't written anything for my blog post. Although tomorrow I hv a Mandarin test, I still have done nothing. Hehehehe... Tomorrow's test will be the 1st test for ths semester and will be on Chinese characters and a couple of topics. It's quite hard for me since I find tht the Chinese characters are very difficult to differentiate. Plus, there's no a clear distinction for certain sounds. For instance, in romanize charaters, the transcription A=A, B=B..but in Chinese, the same pronunciation hs different characters or spelling. I do think tht Hangul (one of Korean transcriptions) is easier to learn although Korean language and structures are hard to learn (learn by myself, without attending any class). Uuurghh... I really hope tht I can be good in any foreign language other than English since I really love to learn language, bt there's none of them tht I fluent with. So far I have learned Francais, Mandarin n Korean (by myself), other than English, during my studies (Diploma n Degree)..Aaaiihh~~

Right now I'm addicted with Korean. Anything relates with Korea.. Hehehehe.. The dramas and its actors (for sure), th Kimchi Ramen and also the songs. Huhuhu.. I really hope tht I cn be good in Korean language so tht I cn watch the dramas n sing th songs without th help form th subtitles. Ah! Also hoping tht I cn read th characters better, since I alrdy hv remembered some of them.

Currently, I'm in mood of Sunkyungkwan Scandal (SKKS) drama. Aahh~~really love th story n also the actors. Micky Yoochun (JYJ/DBSK), Yoo Ah In, Soong Joong Ki, Park Min Young. Aaiihh~~ Thanks to my younger sis tht hd triggered my interest, with her addiction to Korean idol group- SS501..hehehe..(bt then, rite nw she alrdy slightly turn herself from tht group, to another group- Infinite. But the worst part is tht when she has the same profile picture for her FB account with me. It's Yoo Ah In- Which also known as Moon Jae Shin n Geol Oh in SKKS. It's nt th same picture actly, bt th same person. Huhuhu..

I really2 love his character in SKKS. He kind of playing a role of Korean Robin Hood in tht drama, who is named as Moon Jae Shin or Geol Oh. I really like him, especially th hiccups..So cute!! Besides him, there is Soong Joong Ki who plays th character of Gu Yong Ha - kind of playboy, n hs very bright n playful personality.

Okay, enough with SKKS drama. Besides these actors, I also like an idol group member of ZE: A. His name is Kim Dong-Jun. He is the maknae (the youngest member) of th group. (Love the songs too - All Day, Mazeltov n Man 2 Man too). And for sure, he's younger than me. He's 19 if I'm nt mistaken. Aaaiihh~~ It's really a crime to be old (the words of a granny in WGM variety show whom Ssangchoo Couple had paid a visit). Huhu.. Okay this is Dongjun.. He's so cute!!hehehe... [^___^]V

Cute isn't he? He hs a very girlish face despite of his well-built body.

I think it's enough for this time. Ah! I also really2 missed these little fellas!Hehehe..

This is Yasmin Syazwina, my sis's second child. Although she's a lil bit grumpy sometimes, she still very adorable. Aaahh...really missed to play trick on her. Hehehe..

Okay, this Mohd Zikry Aiman. Yasmin's brother. Aiihh~~really hard to pay them a visit since my sis stays in K.Kinabalu.Sobsobsob (missed th children more, instead of my own sis. Hehehe ^- __-^ )

Then, this is Muhammad Hafiz and Dwi Intan Nuraini, the children of my brother who stays in Pasir Gudang, Johor. The active Hafiz n th cheeky Intan.

Lastly, my cousins. They are my aunt's children. Najwa Asyilah n Naufal Akeem. Missed them so much. Actually I was their babysitter during my last semester break. Love th adorable Najwa so much!! Really love her especially when she nodded her head excessively (head bagging?? hehehe). *Maksu, sorry for th image at th back k! hehehe..(Purposely chose ths pict..muehehe)

Okay..enough..Hate to wait for th uploading of these pictures.. it took ages (excessive exaggeration..Hehehe)..*Listening to Love Ya mp3 by SS501. *wink*wink!! \\[^ 0 ^]//

Aarghhh~~already listened to more than 5 songs while waiting for uploading 3 pictures (from Alex Chu, SS501, BigBang, TaeYang, GDragon, Infinite n Son Dambi too). Ages!!!! Okay..done!! Yeah!!! See next time!!

TimeToStuffYourTummy

Salam..

Everybody in my house tonight was very hungry and they keep on asking to each other what should they eat (although everyone has their own instant noodles stock) [~_~]~{O}... huhuhu.. Then, they came to a decision to call for a pizza delivery. It was Domino's..hehehehe...Yummmyyy...

However, it was quite funny when the operator asked a very detailed information regarding to our address and we even had to give which Jln Pualam. I just told him that where we live (Kondo Kristal) plus number of our house; and I thought it would be enough since that were the details we gave the last time when we ordered for a McD delivery. The part that I considered as funny was when he said that I had to tell him which Jln Pualam is, since their GPS system is not updated yet. Aiihhh~~.. Hey, you should update it!! Regardless of its not-updated GPS system, the delivery was really fast. It was not even half an hour. Love it!!

Mmmm...we ordered for a combo which consist 1large n regular pan of pizza, breadstik n a bottle of Coke. Enough for 5 of us. More than enough.huhuhu..

These were the pizzas. The left one was Classic Chicken and the right one was Beef Pepperoni. Love them!! Less than 30minutes, those pieces just diseappeared. Hahahaha...

Okay..this one on the left was the breadstik with its sauce. The sauce taste a lil bit weird but it's kinda like BBQ sauce..But its taste was just well-blended with the bread. And our all-time favourite - Coke of course. The refreshing drinks yet weaken your bones. (Hahahahaha..) [^m__m^]..

Mmmm...just 30minutes after the delivery, there was no more noise asking for more foods..Hahahaha...(the only one who would ask for more would be me! Hahaha..*especially after completing this blog post coz it cost me for about 1hour since I composed it while watching Showdown on 8tv).

Enough for now. I have to hang my wet clothes right now. Hehehe...my mak will nag to me if she know that I hang the clothes during the night.Hehehe...sorry mak. Okay. Good night to all (morning literally..hehehe)..Annyonghi Jumushipsiyo!! Wassalam..

WhenYou'veBeenDistracted

Salam...

I should do my assignment right now instead of writing on my blog..or maybe I should just sleep. I have been bothered by something (or I should say by someone..) for the past 4 days.

Whenever u wanna try to run from something, it keeps on coming. It become worse when it is not just one that follow u. I hate the fact that I can't avoid them but I have to face them all over again. It gave me so much pain. They are just like the blackest shadows that keep on following u wherever u go. I guess I have to live in the basement with no windows or any cracks that can allow the light to come through.

I should stop by now since I haven't done anything yet on my essay. Hmmm.. I should be awarded as the greatest and the best procrastinator ever.Aiiiihhh..Stop now..Salam...

WhenYouLoveThemTooMuch

Salam..

Just now i read a post from a Facebook page that i follow, the admins shared that there was a fan of a KPop group killed herself because she just love the group too much and her act was for protecting that particular group (due to a problem that group have with another KPop group).Hmmm... I don't think that her love worth that much. It just a not-so-clever act just want to show your love to somebody else. I don't want to say it stupid as it was too harsh (for me).

Just think about it again, what will you get if you done such act? You just give everyone around you (especially your family), a grief sad. It's not worth at all!! Before this, sincerely, I admitted that I also went the same situation like this. I love him (my ex-) very much so that I tried to hurt myself with metal ruler (quite dangerous though). But then, I relieved that I didn't lost my self-control when I think about my family..(there was no single scratch I done to myself). Thank God. For sure I would only cause my family shame on such act.

Just keep your love at the right level and don't love somebody/something too much and deep. Just love yourself and family first. Even if you hate yourself too much because of loving somebody, just keep in your mind that your family and friends are always to be right beside you, to support and love you back although that person does not love you anymore. Would he/she come back to you even if you had threatened him/her with something that only hurts yourself? That only make them feel scare to you and avoiding you even more (as they would think that you might hurt them in future). Plus, even if they want to be at your side back, the feeling would be totally different. That would be no more love and it just based on pity and worry...afraid that you would do the same act (hurting yourself, suicide) if they didn't accept you back.

Just love YOURSELF first.. Keep your life's priority right. Enjoy your life.. Wassalam..

WhenRamadhanChangesEverything

Salam Ramadhan utk smua. Sekarang ble dh bulan puasa, prangai masing2 pn dh jd lain.. Smuanya makin behave n jd sgt sopan n santun...xde lg Perang Mulut Dunia ke-3, yg tentunya dicetus oleh mulut Yeong yg xleh bhenti ckp tuh...*aaihhh*...Smuanya jd sgt pnyabar n teratur tatatertibnya..(kcuali yg sorg tuh..). Kalau nk duduk, pkai tibai je dia g landing. Xpasal2 kne sound "ngam" pny oleh "mak" kitorg....(klas kitorg skrg dh de mak yg control manners tw..wohohohoho..). We love u "mak"!! hohoohoho... Okay, enough about tht student.

Another thing tht I think bcomes differently during ths Ramadhan month is the Library.. 'Unsurprisingly', th library bcomes th coolest place to spend at (of course literally too!!). Bfore this, aku rs during lunch break, mmg kosong sesgt le PTAR ni..(mmg la kosong,smua org g makan!mcm la aku duk kt cni gk time tu!pe lg, aku pn g mlantak gk!wuhuhu..). Skrg ni, smpai ke tgkat ats nye full house.. This noon, ms replacement class for Language Arts II cancel(I wish Mandarin Class pn cancel gk. Leh gak aku g tdo! ), aku n Kak Lin g PTAR since no more place yg ktorg leh duk lepak jap smntara tggu class kul 4. Full house tul!!dpt yg available pn kt tgkat ats..tu pn sket je.. Mmmmm.....mmg bulan puasa bw perubahan. Aku je yg x..mulut asyk bising je (aku senyap klu aku xsihat, ble xde mood n rs mcm nk mngamuk!)wohohoho..

Tp de satu je yg xbrubah..mulut aku masih lg active me'laser' "student" tuh! Wohohohohohoho...

Call me mean, call me cruel..
I don't mind, I won't bother!

That's all for now!Bye! Slamat brpuasa utk smua!!

WhenYouCan'tStuffYourMouthDuringTheDay

Yesterday was the first day of fasting for 2010...n the first one for me since I start my study in Shah Alam...Boring and dull. The ambience, the food, and much more...arghhh...i miss my mum's cook..aarrghhh...
Aku xsuka bulan puasa kali ni...prasaan yg sgt2 lain... for this time i try to avoid to break my fast outside..i hate the scenery...really hate..i rather stare at my full-with-lauk-and-rice plate, than looking around to other full-with-food-and-plate-for-two-people tables...hate that so much..(huhuhu...emo trlebey).ok, enough with full-with-emo stuff..huhu..
Esok klas sgt pnuh...Dari pg, smpai kul 6ptg...it'll be very hectic and tiring..after that, i'll go to Tesco with my housemate utk beli brg umah...aku lak nk g beli barang2 utk wt Biskut Batik...nk jual..hohoho..(sila2 la beli ek..rm2 per peket n 6pcs per peket)-promotion!
Okay, enough for this time being...Hopefully i'l not be so lazy n use fasting as my reasons..

TheTimeMyBodyStartsFreezing

Salam...

Hari ni mrupakan hari 1st aku starts klas..(sbnrnya smlm start, tp aku malas nk g..Monday Blues..).

Pd mmber2 yg x 1 klas dgn aku, msti diorg xtaw apsl aku amik title kt ats...- "TheTimeMyBodyStartsFreezing". Ble dtg klas kt Lab kt fac, msti aku rs mcm dh kt Cameron or Genting je...sjuk xingat!! Silap2 Cameron n Genting pn kalah...Dsbabkn sjuk yg trlampau, de antra bdak2 klas yg trpksa bw stokin tbal smata2 hujung kaki dh xtahan dgn tahap ksejukan air-conditioner dlm Lab ni. Tahap pnumpuan dlm klas pn decrease dsebabkn sjuk sgt kn...(eleh...alasan je..huhuhu). Sbenarnya tahap pnumpuan dh turun bkn psl sjuk je..byk lg other reasons tht contribute to th situation...Antaranya, sbuk men internet dok baca gossips or movie reviews cz nk cari movie trbaru yg best nk g tgk(ktorg satu klas smua gila movies..), g cek email cz smata2 nk bc comment2 dlm Facebook (dlu leh lg bkak Facebook lite, skrg dh xleh..huhuhu..(w__w))..hahaha. g update blog (mcm yg aku wt skrg), n bg mana2 PC yg bnasib bek, leh g men YM lg..huhuhu...

Aku sbnarnya tgh xde idea, tp dsebabkn aku dh lama sgt xwt post bru, so aku wt la jgak..huhu..ngarut tul.hahaha... Ok, dh le...Bye!!

AFewDaysAfterConvocation..

It has been almost a week after I graduated from my diploma..(Culinary Arts).. I still can't believe that I already made it..I already finished my diploma! During the ceremony, there were some parts that I can't hold my tears at all. Semua rasa ada. Dah le pihak UiTM asyik pasang clips2 yg syahdu..Huhuhu...nasib baik leh cover..Hehehehe...cengeng..

Before the graduation day, aku sempat gak la hang out dgn mmber2 dip..de yg dh lama xjumpa since finished our dip.. Ada gak yg dh slalu jumpa cz diorg smbung degree lg kt Shah Alam.

Tp, lps this convo ni, ntah bila bleh jmpa smua bdak2 ni ek?? Harap2 dlm masa 5 tahun akn dtg ni de la mmber2 yg nk kawen. So that we cn hv another reunion in a diff atmosphere..Wedding atmosphere...mmm... Kinda like it...Hehhehehe... Yg confirm bukan aku yg wt majlis first..Huhuhuhuhu..


Orang lain dh lama upload gmbar convo, tp aku bru nk start...itupn bru smpat upload gmbar2 bfore convo. during n after convo aku xsmpat lg cz th line was so bad. Naik tension nk tggu upload jz for 5 pics in a particular time bt took time more than 10-15 minutes.. Tp nk wt mcm mn lg..Online tgh mlm mmg la cmtu..sesak memanjang..

Ok, that's all for now..Late already.Bye!

When You Are Not Totally Alive Yet

Salam...
Mmmm...ble kte brada dlm keadaan yg kte sndiri xleh nk kawal diri kte sndiri scara total,it'll be disaster...

These r th examples..This morning my aunt wake me up n ask me to help her fried some nuggets n sausages for her sons' breakfast..It ws not th prob to gt up at around 6.30 a.m if u gt enough sleep th nite bfore, rite? Bt then, i slept at 3.30 a.m ++ last nite(err...ths morning...it ws nt a nite anymore), by th time i wnt to fried th nuggets, i wasn't totally wake up yet..U gt dizzy, walking in a zig zag n for sure,cn't think properly..I even cn't find th thing tht was in front of my eyes...urghh...I kept on looking for th termos for almost 5 min although it was right before my eyes..

Then, another one happened last nite..At tht time, I hd a mere headache n I hd to serve rice for my younger cousin (my aunt's sons-I'm their bbysitter for ths time being). So, aku bru je nk amik snduk nasi from bekas ltak utensils tu, then th knife fell down to the floor...The stupid thing was, I WAS TRYING TO CATCH TH KNIFE!..urghhh...I ws a culinary student, so I should know tht I can't catch the damn knife..Never! So, as the consequences, I gt a minor cut on my right hand finger..Thank God...At tht time, I already imagined tht I'd be in a pool of my own blood..Again, thank God I wasn't..

Ok, now I already gt dizzy cz I dn't hv enough sleep...So, I'll stop here, having a nap (err...should I cnsider it as nap@sleep?mmm..) n after tht, finish my daily chores..Daaa!!

MyDiploma'sConvo

salam..
mmm...hr ni sgt2 tdak mnyelesakan cz aku kne tahan gatal hidung ni n asyk selsema je...hopefully i'll be fine ble nk konvo nnt..
Bila tgk kwn2 yg dh sbuk sgt2 cari baju for cnvo sblm cuti smester bru ni, aku pn mcm dh cuak cz aku xde cari pe2 pn lg...Klu ikut prancangan awal, nk je aku reuse n recycle smula baju dinner 1st sem aku...Sentimental value kononnye...knon2 nk start n end the diploma with th same dress..(tp sbnarnye aku guna tu sbg alasan je...sbab sbnr, aku x set aside duit for convo's dress)tp.... cm xbest je...
Then, my mksu come with another idea..Aku jz kne cri blouse or kbaya bru je utk padankn dgn my kain batik tu...Ok gak..Xde la aku buang duit byk sgt kn?
Anyway, aku harap sgt smua kwn aku yg grade kali no dpt hadir smuanya...Dh lama sgt xjumpa.. Diorg g clearance kt Dungun pn aku xjoin..(again, ia dsebabkn hal duit..huhuhu)..
Smpai cni je kot... Xsabar nk convo!!