WhenSmallThingCanTriggerYourIdea

"Meeting new man just like cooking new rice grains..u never can predict the precise amount of water to use..so, whether it become too dry or too sticky..just like man, u never can predict how much love u have to give so tht u can be sure whether he'll always be with u or not..the different?if u put less or too much water, u still cn eat th rice..not th man.."

I got th idea for this quote of mine when i got frustrated cooking too sticky rice..hate it..hehehe..then?..tadaa...this was th result...such a weird way to gain new idea rite? okay, new quote n poem in future..hopefully...

GettingOutOfMyMind???

Salam...It's been awhile tht i haven't post any entry in this blog..Urghhh...there is a time bt i rarely spent on composing new entry. Recently i rather used my time to download more Korean dramas. And at this moment i'm downloading a new drama titled "Midas". Then, the next project will be on "Paradise Ranch". Cominggg..

# The drama tht i'm downloading at ths moment.."Midas"

Okay enough with that bcause i'm sure tht not all ppl hv th same interest n obsess with me (Kpop n Korean drama, for sure..huhu), rite?

Mmm..this afternoon i had class at Menara (UiTM) n there ws "Hari Bertemu Pelanggan" (am i rite??) held by PTAR. So i hd a look at th event n as usual, thre'll be always singing competition(karaoke) being held. Hmmm...i guessed myb all ppl in UiTM are in love with singing n really into it. At the DC pun got singing competition tiap2 mlm..aiiihhh~~*sigh (pasal tu kot UiTM bcome one of the main source of Malaysian singers..hoho),..

Okay..then thre were lotsa booths whch took part in tht event. Mmm.. I nt remember wht organizations tht put their booths there but basically there were some badan2 kerajaan took part. then i dnt know hw i gt th notion to take some free books. I'm merely love to read bt..i dnt know..huhu..Maybe i getting out of my mind especially when you have a look on th title of those books. I think i might gt a strange look from my housemates n their palms on my forehead (to check my body temperature).. Because they know that i rarely read novels and textbooks (for sure!)..huhu..

# The books I took.. 3 of them plus some small pamphlets..

I rather put my eyes on my lappy all day long with FB, Twitter, reading Blogs n Tumblr (i'm still a novice)..or else, watching Korean dramas (agaknya if my lappy cn talk, he might say:)

"Aku dh boring sangat tengok muka hang hari2. Demam panas aku gni"

I even hv a book tht i hvn't finished read yet for almost 10 years!hehe..(err..it's nt "almost"..it's completely 10years)..uurgghh...feel bad to my Bapak since he was th one who bought tht novel as a present for my PMR result.

"Mintak maaf ya Pak..Anakmu ini bukan org yg bisa imagine pkara2 sgt fiktif ni. Anakmu ini hanya seorang anak yg punya jiwa yg sgt simple n tulus bak bening" *bluweeeeekkk~~ *faint

#These are some of th comics tht i prefer to spend my time with..

.....but actually tht was my bad since i ws th one who picked tht novel. hehehe..

Okay then, actually my main intention of taking those books is bcause in future, those books might be useful for me in writing n assgments, for instance. Its all bout Malaysia n it is nt a bad thing to know more bout ur own country, rite?

Okay then..i think i alrdy go off th tangent..Better stop now. I'll be back with new post(n better issue) later.. Wassalam...

MyMood-RelatedWords - "I Can't Read You"

Yesterday (Sunday) really such a challenging day for me. I hd to deal with computer applications tht really drove me crazy, th service quality of a fast-food restaurant which ws super slow and I also hd to deal with my own clumsiness- I stepped on mud, on my way to class, after having that lunch. Aiiihh...th management of th restaurant should change his outlet to Pizza Hate... What a suck service. I didn't get my order after more than 20minutes, th ones tht ordered after, get theirs first, and th service personnel have such an annoying expression. At tht time, I was hoping tht forking out other's eyes could be permitted!!!. Huhh!! (My mood still nt at a good level although this situation happened at noon). Even food I ate just nw can't retrieved back my good mood.

Mmmm...and around midnight, my mood became worse due to something that I really don't know. It ws actually bout something that was, one hd wrote and somehow, i did feel guilty bout it but i really2 dnt know what i ws guilty at.. Hehehe..again, dealing with myself again.. Aiihh.. Then, due to this mood swing, I got my 'words' again. Mood struck! Hehehe.. Below, is my half poem (if cn be considered as poem. Huhu..) Titled as "I Can't Read You"

I'm a Man, not a saint..

I'm an interpreter, not a mind reader..

I'm working on words, not riddles..

I'm reading the lines, not your veins..

I'm uttering my love, not signing my anger..

I'm sorry I can't see my fault, 'cause my eyes too blind..

And I'm sorry I can't read your clear mind, 'cause I'm illiterate...

I learnt characters and figures, not shadows nor bubbles..

I took Maths and Languages, not sighs nor giggles..

I counted numbers, not heart broken pieces nor tear towels..

I'd been tested on board and papers, not on frown nor stare..

I wrote on screens and sheets, not on smoke nor air..

That's made me bad at evaluating of what I see..

While those made you sucks at your ABCs..

I think that's all for this time being. I'll add and make adjustment from time to time but I considers this one as the original version. Okay, nite.. Annyonghi Jumushipsoyo..Wassalam.

"mercun bola bukan bola"...."berat nanang"...Gila Lawak!!

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Romanization

Because I listen to my heart beat one by one Because I listen to my heart heart heart to to my heart heart amuri noryeokhaedo neoreul gajil su eopdamyeon neon aniradeora geojigata na nan ireokeneun motnwa geuge dapdaphae.. geuge mangmakhae.. [SJong/S Yeol] Why Why … Why Why … Why Why … Before the dawn.. Before the dawn.. nae maeummaneun jipchagi aniya Before the dawn.. Before the dawn.. neol bandeusi kkok jabanaego sipeo sarangeul soksagideon du ipsul matdaeun chance dachideon du nun jarageul pihae fly to the my heart I’ll be there by your side (huh) nan geujeo baraman bodaga neoreul maemdoldaga iksukhaejyeonneunde geojigata ijen modeungeol nwajurae geuge dapdaphae.. geuge mangmakhae.. [SJong/SYeol] Why Why … Why Why … Why Why … Before the dawn.. Before the dawn.. nae maeummaneun jipchagi aniya Before the dawn.. Before the dawn.. neol bandeusi kkok jabanaego sipeo nado moreuge ni geurimjareul barba ama na jeomjeom michyeo ganabwa (Because I listen to my heart beat one by one) api kamkamhaejin nae nuneun ojik neo hanaman barkge bichunda (Because I listen to my heart heart heart) Before the dawn (ye ye ye) Before the dawn (ye ye ye) deo neutgi jeone meomchwo sewojulge Before the dawn (ye ye ye) Before the dawn (ye ye ye) neol kkeutkkaji kkok gajyeogago sipeo (Before the dawn) close your eye and close your mind beire ssain ni gire machi bimire gachin miraee jikillae nochigi sirheun neogie i girui kkeuten you must love me (Before the dawn.. Before the dawn..) niga gaji motage kkwak jaba naega ulji anke neol butjaba niga amuri nal beorigo magado nan jeoldae neol nochiji anha Korean

Because I listen to my heart beat one by one
Because I listen to my heart
heart heart to to my heart heart

아무리 노력해도 너를 가질 수 없다면
넌 아니라더라 거지같아
나 난 이렇게는 못놔 그게 답답해..
그게 막막해..

Why Why … Why Why … Why Why …

Before the dawn.. Before the dawn..
내 마음만은 집착이 아니야
Before the dawn.. Before the dawn..
널 반드시 꼭 잡아내고 싶어

사랑을 속삭이던 두 입술
맞다은 chance 닫히던 두 눈
자락을 피해 fly to the my heart
I’ll be there by your side (huh)

난 그저 바라만 보다가 너를 맴돌다가
익숙해졌는데 거지같아
이젠 모든걸 놔주래 그게 답답해..
그게 막막해..

Why Why … Why Why … Why Why …

Before the dawn.. Before the dawn..
내 마음만은 집착이 아니야
Before the dawn.. Before the dawn..
널 반드시 꼭 잡아내고 싶어

나도 모르게 니 그림자를 밟아
아마 나 점점 미쳐 가나봐
(Because I listen to my heart beat one by one)
앞이 캄캄해진 내 눈은
오직 너 하나만 밝게 비춘다
(Because I listen to my heart heart heart)

Before the dawn (ye ye ye)
Before the dawn (ye ye ye)
더 늦기 전에 멈춰 세워줄게
Before the dawn (ye ye ye)
Before the dawn (ye ye ye)
널 끝까지 꼭 가져가고 싶어

(Before the dawn)
close your eye and close your mind
베일에 싸인 니 길에
마치 비밀에 갇힌 미래에 지킬래 놓치기 싫은 너기에
이 길의 끝엔 you must love me
(Before the dawn.. Before the dawn..)
니가 가지 못하게 꽉 잡아
내가 울지 않게 널 붙잡아
니가 아무리 날 버리고 막아도
난 절대 널 놓치지 않아

Translation

Because I listen to my heart beat one by one
Because I listen to my heart
heart heart to to my heart heart

If I can’t get you no matter how hard I try
You aren’t the one, i feel like a beggar
I-I, can’t let you go like this, its suffocating
And I don’t know what to do

Why Why … Why Why … Why Why …

Before the dawn.. Before the dawn..
My heart isn’t obsessed
Before the dawn.. Before the dawn..
I want to capture you no matter what

Those two lips that whispered love
Those two eyes that close at the right chance
The sides fly to me heart,
I’ll be there by you side (huh)

I became used to only looking at you
Lingering around you, I feel like a beggar
I want to let go of everything now, and thats suffocating
And I don’t know what to do

Why Why … Why Why … Why Why

Before the dawn.. Before the dawn..
My heart isn’t obsessed
Before the dawn.. Before the dawn..
I want to capture you no matter what

Without knowing, I step on your shadow
I’m probably gradually getting crazier
(Because I listen to my heart beat one by one)
To my eyes that sees everything to be dark,
You’re the only one that shines brightly
(Because I listen to my heart heart heart)

Before the dawn (ye ye ye)
Before the dawn (ye ye ye)
I’ll stop you before its too late
Before the dawn (ye ye ye)
Before the dawn (ye ye ye)
I want to have you in the end no matter what

(Before the dawn)
close your eye and close your mind,
your road thats covered with veils
I want to protect you from a future
that seems to be captured in secrets
Because its, you must love me
(Before the dawn)
I’ll hold on tightly so you can’t leave
I’ll grab onto you so I won’t have to cry
No matter how many times you throw me away,
Or how much you prevent it, I’m never going to let you go

WhenYouAlreadyAddictedWithThem

Its been awhile tht I haven't written anything for my blog post. Although tomorrow I hv a Mandarin test, I still have done nothing. Hehehehe... Tomorrow's test will be the 1st test for ths semester and will be on Chinese characters and a couple of topics. It's quite hard for me since I find tht the Chinese characters are very difficult to differentiate. Plus, there's no a clear distinction for certain sounds. For instance, in romanize charaters, the transcription A=A, B=B..but in Chinese, the same pronunciation hs different characters or spelling. I do think tht Hangul (one of Korean transcriptions) is easier to learn although Korean language and structures are hard to learn (learn by myself, without attending any class). Uuurghh... I really hope tht I can be good in any foreign language other than English since I really love to learn language, bt there's none of them tht I fluent with. So far I have learned Francais, Mandarin n Korean (by myself), other than English, during my studies (Diploma n Degree)..Aaaiihh~~

Right now I'm addicted with Korean. Anything relates with Korea.. Hehehehe.. The dramas and its actors (for sure), th Kimchi Ramen and also the songs. Huhuhu.. I really hope tht I cn be good in Korean language so tht I cn watch the dramas n sing th songs without th help form th subtitles. Ah! Also hoping tht I cn read th characters better, since I alrdy hv remembered some of them.

Currently, I'm in mood of Sunkyungkwan Scandal (SKKS) drama. Aahh~~really love th story n also the actors. Micky Yoochun (JYJ/DBSK), Yoo Ah In, Soong Joong Ki, Park Min Young. Aaiihh~~ Thanks to my younger sis tht hd triggered my interest, with her addiction to Korean idol group- SS501..hehehe..(bt then, rite nw she alrdy slightly turn herself from tht group, to another group- Infinite. But the worst part is tht when she has the same profile picture for her FB account with me. It's Yoo Ah In- Which also known as Moon Jae Shin n Geol Oh in SKKS. It's nt th same picture actly, bt th same person. Huhuhu..

I really2 love his character in SKKS. He kind of playing a role of Korean Robin Hood in tht drama, who is named as Moon Jae Shin or Geol Oh. I really like him, especially th hiccups..So cute!! Besides him, there is Soong Joong Ki who plays th character of Gu Yong Ha - kind of playboy, n hs very bright n playful personality.

Okay, enough with SKKS drama. Besides these actors, I also like an idol group member of ZE: A. His name is Kim Dong-Jun. He is the maknae (the youngest member) of th group. (Love the songs too - All Day, Mazeltov n Man 2 Man too). And for sure, he's younger than me. He's 19 if I'm nt mistaken. Aaaiihh~~ It's really a crime to be old (the words of a granny in WGM variety show whom Ssangchoo Couple had paid a visit). Huhu.. Okay this is Dongjun.. He's so cute!!hehehe... [^___^]V

Cute isn't he? He hs a very girlish face despite of his well-built body.

I think it's enough for this time. Ah! I also really2 missed these little fellas!Hehehe..

This is Yasmin Syazwina, my sis's second child. Although she's a lil bit grumpy sometimes, she still very adorable. Aaahh...really missed to play trick on her. Hehehe..

Okay, this Mohd Zikry Aiman. Yasmin's brother. Aiihh~~really hard to pay them a visit since my sis stays in K.Kinabalu.Sobsobsob (missed th children more, instead of my own sis. Hehehe ^- __-^ )

Then, this is Muhammad Hafiz and Dwi Intan Nuraini, the children of my brother who stays in Pasir Gudang, Johor. The active Hafiz n th cheeky Intan.

Lastly, my cousins. They are my aunt's children. Najwa Asyilah n Naufal Akeem. Missed them so much. Actually I was their babysitter during my last semester break. Love th adorable Najwa so much!! Really love her especially when she nodded her head excessively (head bagging?? hehehe). *Maksu, sorry for th image at th back k! hehehe..(Purposely chose ths pict..muehehe)

Okay..enough..Hate to wait for th uploading of these pictures.. it took ages (excessive exaggeration..Hehehe)..*Listening to Love Ya mp3 by SS501. *wink*wink!! \\[^ 0 ^]//

Aarghhh~~already listened to more than 5 songs while waiting for uploading 3 pictures (from Alex Chu, SS501, BigBang, TaeYang, GDragon, Infinite n Son Dambi too). Ages!!!! Okay..done!! Yeah!!! See next time!!

TimeToShoutYourLungsOut

Salam...

Tonight was a great night for me n my housemate as all of us (just 4 of us only actually) went to karaoke place at Bintang Supermarket Sek 7. It was great!! We went there with Ijat- Ecah n Dayah's classmate.

Before going straight to tht place, Ecah, Dayah n Taty went to Night Market while I just waited for them with Ijat. Then, the 2 of us went to tht place first so that we can book th room while waiting for them. Rather than waiting n doing nothing, Ijat already had sung 4 songs while waiting for the rest. Cool!! Hehehehe...he was really good especially on high notes. I really impressed since I'm a person who can't n really don't know who to shout. (A real shout I mean).

#This is the photo when Ijat really shoot his voice out to the highest note he can..Yaaaarrrggghh!!! Great!!

# Taty, Dayah n Ijat...

# Ecah ready to sing!! "Aaa!! Aaa!! (tuning technique)

# Sweet pose from Taty, the hungry Ijat (hehehe..) and these two girls who were waiting to shout!! Ekekeke~~~

# "Hawaii wakiki~~" [^__^]V !!

We sang 20songs (19 actually..hehehe) at that time. However there were only 19songs actually since there was a song that Ijat mistakenly chose it. It was a funny song. "Achi2 Buka Pintu".. Aiiiyaa..heehehehe.. After 20 songs, evryone run out of voice. It become a li bit husky due to our effort to reach the high notes (it was more to shout rather than reaching those notes- in my case la..). We sang "Since you've been gone", "Tak mungkin kerana sayang", "Karma" (by Cokelat) and several shout-style songs..hehehehe.. Several heart-broken songs also which were dedicated for me..Aaaiiihhh~~Thanks anyway friends~ [T____T]~~ --> [^___^]V !!

# We came to sing wasn't no good for nothing. 2songs of Maher Zain tau!! Barakallah n InsyaAllah

# Ijat: "You had the wrong notes la Ecah n Dayah. Both of you have to practice more with me after this!" - ekekeke~~[^___^]V

After that, we had a look at Ijat's collection of perfumes' miniature. Aaarrghhh...can't choose!!hehehe... Finally I chose "Love" by Nina Ricci. Love the scent!!Love the design too!! So cute!!

#"Love" by Nina Ricci. *Anybody interested can buy from Ijat. Good price too!! (promotion..hehehe ^__^V)

Okay, that's all that I wanna write for right now. Sleepy already. Wassalam to everybody!! See you next time!! [^____^]V .. Sleep!!!!!!

p/s: Public holiday!!Yay!!Love it!!hehehe..

TimeToStuffYourTummy

Salam..

Everybody in my house tonight was very hungry and they keep on asking to each other what should they eat (although everyone has their own instant noodles stock) [~_~]~{O}... huhuhu.. Then, they came to a decision to call for a pizza delivery. It was Domino's..hehehehe...Yummmyyy...

However, it was quite funny when the operator asked a very detailed information regarding to our address and we even had to give which Jln Pualam. I just told him that where we live (Kondo Kristal) plus number of our house; and I thought it would be enough since that were the details we gave the last time when we ordered for a McD delivery. The part that I considered as funny was when he said that I had to tell him which Jln Pualam is, since their GPS system is not updated yet. Aiihhh~~.. Hey, you should update it!! Regardless of its not-updated GPS system, the delivery was really fast. It was not even half an hour. Love it!!

Mmmm...we ordered for a combo which consist 1large n regular pan of pizza, breadstik n a bottle of Coke. Enough for 5 of us. More than enough.huhuhu..

These were the pizzas. The left one was Classic Chicken and the right one was Beef Pepperoni. Love them!! Less than 30minutes, those pieces just diseappeared. Hahahaha...

Okay..this one on the left was the breadstik with its sauce. The sauce taste a lil bit weird but it's kinda like BBQ sauce..But its taste was just well-blended with the bread. And our all-time favourite - Coke of course. The refreshing drinks yet weaken your bones. (Hahahahaha..) [^m__m^]..

Mmmm...just 30minutes after the delivery, there was no more noise asking for more foods..Hahahaha...(the only one who would ask for more would be me! Hahaha..*especially after completing this blog post coz it cost me for about 1hour since I composed it while watching Showdown on 8tv).

Enough for now. I have to hang my wet clothes right now. Hehehe...my mak will nag to me if she know that I hang the clothes during the night.Hehehe...sorry mak. Okay. Good night to all (morning literally..hehehe)..Annyonghi Jumushipsiyo!! Wassalam..

WhenYouAlreadyPutOneStepIntoANewPhase

Salam...

Last weekend i attended my housemate's engagement ceremony in Kampar. Although it was a tiring trip, it was paid off by the best hospitality served by her family. They were very good. We even felt that we were part of their family on that day. Thanks Syuhadah n family!!

However, I was very disappointed with myself since I didn't realise that the battery of my digital was totally out. Damn!! The night before I thought that the battery was still full as I hadn't use my digi cam for a quite sometimes. As a result, I had to take photo using my handphone's camera (which is only 2mp)... Aaaargghh... hate the quality. But then I was still grateful as I still could take some photo..(rather than nothing, rite?). Huhuhuhu...

These photos were some of the photos I took on that day. She was so beautiful on that day..Really. But somehow I felt a little bit sad since she has the same age with me and she already engaged. Me?? (Aaargghhh...really hate this fact.huhuhu). I even don't have a boyfriend. Huhuhu.."It's okay Armi..You still study and you still have a plenty of time to find one (am I have that time??) Hahahaha..Okay... Just chill..(try to comfort myself. (#___#)V. Another photo - my housemate whom I came with. Thanks to Dania Ibrahim n Izzati (Syuhadah's friends. I'm actually not very sure about her real name.Huhuhu) for letting us to go with them. I came with my housemate- Sharatul Aishah n Nurul Hidayah only since there was no space for another carpooler in tht car.Hehehehe..

The theme color of the 'hantaran' from Syuhadah's family was purple while her fiance was green.

Mmm...it seems like I have to find another color for mine. The whole family members wore purple attire on that day.

Even the canopy also purple. Aaahh..really love that color..Hehehehe..

Okay, enough with color matter. Mmmm...what's next? Haa!! Another thing! Really love the food!Hahahaha..

Especially the 'dalca' and lamb kurma..hehehe...(It was expected since I'm a real meat-eater!).

However I forgot to take the photo of the food.Sorry..Huhuhuhu..

Mmmm...I think that's enough for now. Sorry for the arrangement of the photos. I hope that I can learn how to upload photo and put them nicely. Practice!! Assa!!

Okay la..enough.(I'm listening to Blackstreet's song - In A Rush. Really2 love this song!! - Err..what is the relevant?? ^__^V!!) See you next time!Wassalam..Annyonghi jumushipsiyo!!

WhenYou'veBeenDistracted

Salam...

I should do my assignment right now instead of writing on my blog..or maybe I should just sleep. I have been bothered by something (or I should say by someone..) for the past 4 days.

Whenever u wanna try to run from something, it keeps on coming. It become worse when it is not just one that follow u. I hate the fact that I can't avoid them but I have to face them all over again. It gave me so much pain. They are just like the blackest shadows that keep on following u wherever u go. I guess I have to live in the basement with no windows or any cracks that can allow the light to come through.

I should stop by now since I haven't done anything yet on my essay. Hmmm.. I should be awarded as the greatest and the best procrastinator ever.Aiiiihhh..Stop now..Salam...

WhenYouLoveThemTooMuch

Salam..

Just now i read a post from a Facebook page that i follow, the admins shared that there was a fan of a KPop group killed herself because she just love the group too much and her act was for protecting that particular group (due to a problem that group have with another KPop group).Hmmm... I don't think that her love worth that much. It just a not-so-clever act just want to show your love to somebody else. I don't want to say it stupid as it was too harsh (for me).

Just think about it again, what will you get if you done such act? You just give everyone around you (especially your family), a grief sad. It's not worth at all!! Before this, sincerely, I admitted that I also went the same situation like this. I love him (my ex-) very much so that I tried to hurt myself with metal ruler (quite dangerous though). But then, I relieved that I didn't lost my self-control when I think about my family..(there was no single scratch I done to myself). Thank God. For sure I would only cause my family shame on such act.

Just keep your love at the right level and don't love somebody/something too much and deep. Just love yourself and family first. Even if you hate yourself too much because of loving somebody, just keep in your mind that your family and friends are always to be right beside you, to support and love you back although that person does not love you anymore. Would he/she come back to you even if you had threatened him/her with something that only hurts yourself? That only make them feel scare to you and avoiding you even more (as they would think that you might hurt them in future). Plus, even if they want to be at your side back, the feeling would be totally different. That would be no more love and it just based on pity and worry...afraid that you would do the same act (hurting yourself, suicide) if they didn't accept you back.

Just love YOURSELF first.. Keep your life's priority right. Enjoy your life.. Wassalam..