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Monday, February 21, 2011

MyMood-RelatedWords - "I Can't Read You"


Yesterday (Sunday) really such a challenging day for me. I hd to deal with computer applications tht really drove me crazy, th service quality of a fast-food restaurant which ws super slow and I also hd to deal with my own clumsiness- I stepped on mud, on my way to class, after having that lunch. Aiiihh...th management of th restaurant should change his outlet to Pizza Hate... What a suck service. I didn't get my order after more than 20minutes, th ones tht ordered after, get theirs first, and th service personnel have such an annoying expression. At tht time, I was hoping tht forking out other's eyes could be permitted!!!. Huhh!! (My mood still nt at a good level although this situation happened at noon). Even food I ate just nw can't retrieved back my good mood.

Mmmm...and around midnight, my mood became worse due to something that I really don't know. It ws actually bout something that was, one hd wrote and somehow, i did feel guilty bout it but i really2 dnt know what i ws guilty at.. Hehehe..again, dealing with myself again.. Aiihh.. Then, due to this mood swing, I got my 'words' again. Mood struck! Hehehe.. Below, is my half poem (if cn be considered as poem. Huhu..) Titled as "I Can't Read You"

I'm a Man, not a saint..
I'm an interpreter, not a mind reader..
I'm working on words, not riddles..
I'm reading the lines, not your veins..
I'm uttering my love, not signing my anger..
I'm sorry I can't see my fault, 'cause my eyes too blind..
And I'm sorry I can't read your clear mind, 'cause I'm illiterate...

I learnt characters and figures, not shadows nor bubbles..
I took Maths and Languages, not sighs nor giggles..
I counted numbers, not heart broken pieces nor tear towels..
I'd been tested on board and papers, not on frown nor stare..
I wrote on screens and sheets, not on smoke nor air..
That's made me bad at evaluating of what I see..
While those made you sucks at your ABCs..

I think that's all for this time being. I'll add and make adjustment from time to time but I considers this one as the original version. Okay, nite.. Annyonghi Jumushipsoyo..Wassalam.

Friday, February 18, 2011

"mercun bola bukan bola"...."berat nanang"...Gila Lawak!!



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Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Infinite BTD MV




Romanization
Because I listen to my heart beat one by one
Because I listen to my heart
heart heart to to my heart heart

amuri noryeokhaedo neoreul gajil su eopdamyeon
neon aniradeora geojigata
na nan ireokeneun motnwa geuge dapdaphae..
geuge mangmakhae..

[SJong/S Yeol] Why Why … Why Why … Why Why …

Before the dawn.. Before the dawn..
nae maeummaneun jipchagi aniya
Before the dawn.. Before the dawn..
neol bandeusi kkok jabanaego sipeo

sarangeul soksagideon du ipsul
matdaeun chance dachideon du nun
jarageul pihae fly to the my heart
I’ll be there by your side (huh)

nan geujeo baraman bodaga neoreul maemdoldaga
iksukhaejyeonneunde geojigata
ijen modeungeol nwajurae geuge dapdaphae..
geuge mangmakhae..

[SJong/SYeol] Why Why … Why Why … Why Why …

Before the dawn.. Before the dawn..
nae maeummaneun jipchagi aniya
Before the dawn.. Before the dawn..
neol bandeusi kkok jabanaego sipeo

nado moreuge ni geurimjareul barba
ama na jeomjeom michyeo ganabwa
(Because I listen to my heart beat one by one)
api kamkamhaejin nae nuneun
ojik neo hanaman barkge bichunda
(Because I listen to my heart heart heart)

Before the dawn (ye ye ye)
Before the dawn (ye ye ye)
deo neutgi jeone meomchwo sewojulge
Before the dawn (ye ye ye)
Before the dawn (ye ye ye)
neol kkeutkkaji kkok gajyeogago sipeo

(Before the dawn)
close your eye and close your mind
beire ssain ni gire
machi bimire gachin miraee jikillae
nochigi sirheun neogie
i girui kkeuten you must love me
(Before the dawn.. Before the dawn..)
niga gaji motage kkwak jaba
naega ulji anke neol butjaba
niga amuri nal beorigo magado
nan jeoldae neol nochiji anha

Korean

Because I listen to my heart beat one by one
Because I listen to my heart
heart heart to to my heart heart

아무리 노력해도 너를 가질 수 없다면
넌 아니라더라 거지같아
나 난 이렇게는 못놔 그게 답답해..
그게 막막해..

Why Why … Why Why … Why Why …

Before the dawn.. Before the dawn..
내 마음만은 집착이 아니야
Before the dawn.. Before the dawn..
널 반드시 꼭 잡아내고 싶어

사랑을 속삭이던 두 입술
맞다은 chance 닫히던 두 눈
자락을 피해 fly to the my heart
I’ll be there by your side (huh)

난 그저 바라만 보다가 너를 맴돌다가
익숙해졌는데 거지같아
이젠 모든걸 놔주래 그게 답답해..
그게 막막해..

Why Why … Why Why … Why Why …

Before the dawn.. Before the dawn..
내 마음만은 집착이 아니야
Before the dawn.. Before the dawn..
널 반드시 꼭 잡아내고 싶어

나도 모르게 니 그림자를 밟아
아마 나 점점 미쳐 가나봐
(Because I listen to my heart beat one by one)
앞이 캄캄해진 내 눈은
오직 너 하나만 밝게 비춘다
(Because I listen to my heart heart heart)

Before the dawn (ye ye ye)
Before the dawn (ye ye ye)
더 늦기 전에 멈춰 세워줄게
Before the dawn (ye ye ye)
Before the dawn (ye ye ye)
널 끝까지 꼭 가져가고 싶어

(Before the dawn)
close your eye and close your mind
베일에 싸인 니 길에
마치 비밀에 갇힌 미래에 지킬래 놓치기 싫은 너기에
이 길의 끝엔 you must love me
(Before the dawn.. Before the dawn..)
니가 가지 못하게 꽉 잡아
내가 울지 않게 널 붙잡아
니가 아무리 날 버리고 막아도
난 절대 널 놓치지 않아

Translation

Because I listen to my heart beat one by one
Because I listen to my heart
heart heart to to my heart heart

If I can’t get you no matter how hard I try
You aren’t the one, i feel like a beggar
I-I, can’t let you go like this, its suffocating
And I don’t know what to do

Why Why … Why Why … Why Why …

Before the dawn.. Before the dawn..
My heart isn’t obsessed
Before the dawn.. Before the dawn..
I want to capture you no matter what

Those two lips that whispered love
Those two eyes that close at the right chance
The sides fly to me heart,
I’ll be there by you side (huh)

I became used to only looking at you
Lingering around you, I feel like a beggar
I want to let go of everything now, and thats suffocating
And I don’t know what to do

Why Why … Why Why … Why Why

Before the dawn.. Before the dawn..
My heart isn’t obsessed
Before the dawn.. Before the dawn..
I want to capture you no matter what

Without knowing, I step on your shadow
I’m probably gradually getting crazier
(Because I listen to my heart beat one by one)
To my eyes that sees everything to be dark,
You’re the only one that shines brightly
(Because I listen to my heart heart heart)

Before the dawn (ye ye ye)
Before the dawn (ye ye ye)
I’ll stop you before its too late
Before the dawn (ye ye ye)
Before the dawn (ye ye ye)
I want to have you in the end no matter what

(Before the dawn)
close your eye and close your mind,
your road thats covered with veils
I want to protect you from a future
that seems to be captured in secrets
Because its, you must love me
(Before the dawn)
I’ll hold on tightly so you can’t leave
I’ll grab onto you so I won’t have to cry
No matter how many times you throw me away,
Or how much you prevent it, I’m never going to let you go








WhenYouAlreadyAddictedWithThem

Its been awhile tht I haven't written anything for my blog post. Although tomorrow I hv a Mandarin test, I still have done nothing. Hehehehe... Tomorrow's test will be the 1st test for ths semester and will be on Chinese characters and a couple of topics. It's quite hard for me since I find tht the Chinese characters are very difficult to differentiate. Plus, there's no a clear distinction for certain sounds. For instance, in romanize charaters, the transcription A=A, B=B..but in Chinese, the same pronunciation hs different characters or spelling. I do think tht Hangul (one of Korean transcriptions) is easier to learn although Korean language and structures are hard to learn (learn by myself, without attending any class). Uuurghh... I really hope tht I can be good in any foreign language other than English since I really love to learn language, bt there's none of them tht I fluent with. So far I have learned Francais, Mandarin n Korean (by myself), other than English, during my studies (Diploma n Degree)..Aaaiihh~~

Right now I'm addicted with Korean. Anything relates with Korea.. Hehehehe.. The dramas and its actors (for sure), th Kimchi Ramen and also the songs. Huhuhu.. I really hope tht I cn be good in Korean language so tht I cn watch the dramas n sing th songs without th help form th subtitles. Ah! Also hoping tht I cn read th characters better, since I alrdy hv remembered some of them.

Currently, I'm in mood of Sunkyungkwan Scandal (SKKS) drama. Aahh~~really love th story n also the actors. Micky Yoochun (JYJ/DBSK), Yoo Ah In, Soong Joong Ki, Park Min Young. Aaiihh~~ Thanks to my younger sis tht hd triggered my interest, with her addiction to Korean idol group- SS501..hehehe..(bt then, rite nw she alrdy slightly turn herself from tht group, to another group- Infinite. But the worst part is tht when she has the same profile picture for her FB account with me. It's Yoo Ah In- Which also known as Moon Jae Shin n Geol Oh in SKKS. It's nt th same picture actly, bt th same person. Huhuhu..


I really2 love his character in SKKS. He kind of playing a role of Korean Robin Hood in tht drama, who is named as Moon Jae Shin or Geol Oh. I really like him, especially th hiccups..So cute!! Besides him, there is Soong Joong Ki who plays th character of Gu Yong Ha - kind of playboy, n hs very bright n playful personality.


Okay, enough with SKKS drama. Besides these actors, I also like an idol group member of ZE: A. His name is Kim Dong-Jun. He is the maknae (the youngest member) of th group. (Love the songs too - All Day, Mazeltov n Man 2 Man too). And for sure, he's younger than me. He's 19 if I'm nt mistaken. Aaaiihh~~ It's really a crime to be old (the words of a granny in WGM variety show whom Ssangchoo Couple had paid a visit). Huhu.. Okay this is Dongjun.. He's so cute!!hehehe... [^___^]V


Cute isn't he? He hs a very girlish face despite of his well-built body.

I think it's enough for this time. Ah! I also really2 missed these little fellas!Hehehe..


This is Yasmin Syazwina, my sis's second child. Although she's a lil bit grumpy sometimes, she still very adorable. Aaahh...really missed to play trick on her. Hehehe..

Okay, this Mohd Zikry Aiman. Yasmin's brother. Aiihh~~really hard to pay them a visit since my sis stays in K.Kinabalu.Sobsobsob (missed th children more, instead of my own sis. Hehehe ^- __-^ )


Then, this is Muhammad Hafiz and Dwi Intan Nuraini, the children of my brother who stays in Pasir Gudang, Johor. The active Hafiz n th cheeky Intan.


Lastly, my cousins. They are my aunt's children. Najwa Asyilah n Naufal Akeem. Missed them so much. Actually I was their babysitter during my last semester break. Love th adorable Najwa so much!! Really love her especially when she nodded her head excessively (head bagging?? hehehe). *Maksu, sorry for th image at th back k! hehehe..(Purposely chose ths pict..muehehe)

Okay..enough..Hate to wait for th uploading of these pictures.. it took ages (excessive exaggeration..Hehehe)..*Listening to Love Ya mp3 by SS501. *wink*wink!! \\[^ 0 ^]//


Aarghhh~~already listened to more than 5 songs while waiting for uploading 3 pictures (from Alex Chu, SS501, BigBang, TaeYang, GDragon, Infinite n Son Dambi too). Ages!!!! Okay..done!! Yeah!!! See next time!!